If you've noticed, even though I can make "good" music, I don't publish a lot compared to everything else. In my almost 7 months of life, I've only shared 7 tracks (1 per month on average practically). There's a reason for that. Even thought I can make music since I have the knowledge and resources, I tend to face a feeling of futility as if in a given point I couldn't go further to finish a track. It's not my only problem, of course, but it tends to be the most common.
But not anymore! I've realized the reason might be that I usually tend to exhaust myself when making music. After hours and hours of hearing the same sounds and melodies, my brain begins to feel tired, and I tend to misunderstand that feeling as if I was just lacking real ability to make music, and I demotivate myself, reason why I never finish anything music related. Now that I know about it, my work flow for making music might be more fluent, which is great.
I want to see if I can begin to post music more regularly. At the moment, consider "regularly" as at least two songs per month. Even if I don't face demotivation anymore, my skill is still pretty behind compared to others, and let's not forget that i'm also an artist and a game dev making things in that directions (aside from the fact I have other things to do in real life :T). I just wanted to share this small thought, and let it out of my mind. Thanks for reading :333
LazyKitten21
I know you'll get there one day, It comes with time but keep your head up! And try not to bite off more than you can chew juggling all the things that you do and your personal life. I liked gelid march and motivation. Looking forward to your future work!