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Love is really solid? Does love really need to be solid to have sustance? to mean something? to have value? those are questions i've made to myself for a long time, always wondering why I considered myself so smart about love, yet never felt loved. Now things are clearer: I am loved, and I love too, but how?

To many people, the love is the success in life, and the maximum everyone must dream for. Similarly, everyone think water is life. We are 70% water, and without it, life would never been possible, as the research for life in other planets, but every single one lacking water has shown to us. Maybe, if water is life, and love is life, then love is water? Maybe love isn't solid?

Water just moves around, molds to it's environment, and always finds a way to go on. When we see a single drop of water, in all it's individuality, it's totally insignificant, and means nothing to any of us, as we just move without even caring. However, when 1000 drops of water mesh together, they become something big, something almighty, that we can actually see, feel and presence. As if like a community, every drop becomes important for that mass of water to really make it mean something. A community, totally united, and focused on that union and force is, again, a form of love. So I ask once again, love is water?

But in one point, water always hits a dead end. A point where it can't keep moving on, because a barrier stops it's way. It's retained in one place, no matter what. However, the water keeps moving, while staying in place, it keeps shifting and moving around. Many forces of nature push water constantly, as if it was totally unretainable, but once the drops can't move anymore, and stay in place, the nature does it's work, and morphs them into gas, driving it to the clouds, which will later let the drops fall once again, totally clean, and ready to be part of a community of drops once again. The drops phisically disappear, so they can clean and reshape themselves, before trying once again. Cleaning oneself, and reshaping oneself, before stepping out once again, sounds like an act of love, so, love is water?

And yet, there's something water itself doesn't really do: it doesn't stop moving, ever. When is liquid, water flows around, without direction, without reason, without purpose, where is it going? why is it going? when gas, water flies up to the sky, just to be consumed by clouds, be filtered, and ultimately, returned to their liquid state, and keep going on, gas is just a phase of clean and reshape, but later, water keeps flowing as if nothing happened, why is it that way? why isn't another way? when solid, the water really stays in place, compressed, but slowly melting, so it turns in water once again. Solid water is ice, and ice is the only state of water that isn't really necessary in it's cycle: water can turn into gas from liquid, and viceversa, meanwhile ice can turn in gas, but gas will turn in liquid. The solid state of water in the form of ice, is the only state that has a decision to take: it can become gas or become liquid. Which of both?

Solidness appears to be a state were decisions have to be made. Liquidness appears to be a state were things more through pure flow with ease and smoothness. Gassiness appears to be a state were things just go away, so they can reshape themselves, clean themselves, and go back to where they belong. When water is liquid, it will inevitably turn into gas, as nature itself dictates it should do, but when water is solid, it can decide what to do: it can turn into liquid, and stay in the same place, while just trying to find a way to move forward, or it can become gas, clean itself, and find a new place where to move around. Maybe, just maybe, love is water?

Maybe love always finds a way to keep moving. Maybe it appears when it belongs to something bigger. Maybe it molds to it's environment. Maybe it just goes on, until it can't go anymore, and when it does, it vaporizes, so it can clean itself and begin totally new and renewed. Maybe it sometimes has to be solid, so it can decide what's the next step to take.

Maybe, water is life, maybe, love is life, maybe love is water, and maybe, just maybe... I am water

No real reason, I just love it. Being alive is an amazing sensation. Don't you love it too?

I have a German Sheperd dog. She's super cute and lovable. However, this race of dog faces a hips problem more easily than other dogs because of their anatomy, and the time has come for my smol doggy to face it. The vet already said there's nothing that can be done but reduce her pain during the rest of her life. It's so sad to think you can't do nothing to help a living being surpass this kind of things, these are some of the few things that actually distress me in life

Long ago, I made a "One character per day" challenge, which consisted of doing a new character everyday. I did it during 50 days, resulting in 50 chars (sort of, i'll speak of that later). The results were published in my Facebook account first, and later, in my Instagram account. Since I joined Newgrounds, I was wondering if I should publish these, and I've decided yes, but there's a twist.

Similarly to the original challenge, these are gonna be published one per day, meaning tomorrow you will get one and the next one until next day, and so on. These character designs deserve to be shared with the world. If they appear to have bad resolution, is because they are .jpgs I got back from my FB account (I couldn't find the original files anymore :( ).

Also, I might try this challenge again in the future, when i'm less busy with chores and projects. Just wanted to let you know. Have a nice day ;)

OMG WE DID IT, WE REACHED 70 FOLLOWERS!!!!!

No the number itself isn't special, but that doesn't take away the pleasure of showing off the people that decided to follow me. Whatever you here for, I hope u enjoy my nonsense, as much as I do.

Happy valentine's day and wishes for everyone's success in general :)))

A page of NG loaded without CSS styles, and is interesting to say the least...

In the last days I've been studing a lot about splines and 3d cameras, both things for two different projects of games i'm planning to do. I'm also programming something you're likely to see at the end of the month. If my account appears abandoned at times, that's why (that, or I got eaten by a whale, everything can happen!)

I went for a walk to "La presa el Palote" in El parque metropolitano (León, gto.)

These were like 7 Km of walk. Took me like 2 hours to finish. Here are some pics I took during the walk.

Next time, I should come with a bicycle. The path is epic to travel with

Hello, how u doin'?

I'm redisigning Kinbari, specifically the body design, but i'm also seeing what else I can change. There's two reasons for that:

1. The body bandages are very problematic to work with in various situations, specially now that I animated her a few days ago. I'm trying to find something that works similarly, but is less painful to work with.
2. Changing the design of a character every once in a while helps it to keep fresh, while remarking better the basic elements that make 'em recognizable (tho Kinbari is more challenging due to her simplicity).

Because of this, any next art related to her might take some time to appear. For any other art non related to her, I don't have nothing currently, so patience is expected as well. I just wanted to make this smol update, thanks for reading. Havaniceday ;)